Ode Of Unrequited Love

For years, I've kept you in secret. No one knows the matter of you to me and even you know nothing. I pretend to be alright when you talk about your transient love. And you even realize that some other guys are better than me, so you choose to trust them the most - while I'm alone in the darkest room thinking about peace, love and empathy of being none.

For years, I've kept you in secret. I've drowned in your pain but the pain turns out to be mine. And everytime I gasp for air, I breathe agony. But, the world is a fair place - the girl is for a boy who deserves and I deserve nothing but loneliness. You walk away without turning back and I never hope for you to do so.

For years, I've kept you in secret. In paralyzed, I watch your new life day by day. The smile for your husband, the father of your children, is so clear and golden. So I start to say to myself, "for all this time that I've spent to love you secretly, I've never been this sad. And for years to come, I will lock this door once again and through the mirror, I will witness the death of an eternity."


5 comment(s):

izzah said...

segonok baca blog kau. :)

fthlnzm said...

oh. thanks izzah. segonok ea? hahah

Omar Nawawi said...

Why is the pain colored red? Is there a sign there that I might know.kekeke

fthlnzm said...

dem omaru stop illuminating things.

fthlnzm said...

dem omaru stop illuminating things.